Angels On The Train

Many, many months ago I was to have another MRI. This was before we realized I was going completely nuts, just the little cracks were showing. I've never been fond of the tiny little tube they cram you in for the an MRI but I've always managed. But the last time, the second they put that cage over my head, I lost it - seriously. I was so humiliated, I'd never reacted so instinctively in fear before. I put off attempting the MRI again, despite the need to do so. The doctor prescribed Valium and today I walked down, picked up my little super magic pill and walked over to the hospital. Mammogram first - fingers crossed all is well there but we'll see. Then . . . the MRI. In my previous post I mentioned the little cards with scripture on them. I had intended to put one in my purse, a little encouragement in case the Valium didn't do the trick but forgot, though I did remember to put two books in my purse. It is my belief that a person should never go anywhere without at least two books in hand. However, while waiting for the appointment I pulled out a book and one of the scripture cards fell out. It is one I have posted before and often find comfort in:

Philippians 4:6-7 Do not be anxious for anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.

And then, they called me back. Never have I been surrounded by more upbeat, kind, compassionate women all making every effort to put me at ease and help me through what was, for me, a difficult experience. From the second I was escorted to the MRI room I was welcomed with smiles and enthusiasm. Eventually everyone left but two women and one stayed with me and held my hand, talking to me the entire time (because Valium is NOT a super magic pill after all). I think I prayed the rosary through at least three times, clutching that kind woman's hand and looking as far as I could beyond my head to see the end of the tube and the light, the wall, the outside. Angels, honestly, there are angels all around us. God in everyone we meet. And God was shining out of those lovely women today.
It doesn't take much to be kind, really. A little empathy, a little patience, and you can make a world of difference for the people around you. Maybe you won't know that you've been an angel for someone else, maybe you'll never know the impact your kindness has, but be assured that if you follow Jesus command in Mark 12:30-31 to love God and love each other you WILL make a difference in the lives of those around you. Not everyone has people in their life that show them love, that support and encourage them. But when you give that little bit of love and hope, you may just be the light that leads someone out of their personal darkness.
So thank you to my personal angels today. Your kindness, compassion, patience and infectious enthusiasm gave me a glimpse of God just when I needed it the most. Thank you.